Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Weirdest dream ever?

So last night I had a really weird dream. It took place in a time that was like, without Travis being in it, but the whole thing with Justin still happened and he was rude and evil again lol. I had to talk to him about something for some reason but he would not talk to me (just like now).

But my cousin Taylor hooked me up with this guy that was really sweet, cute and tall lol. Well the day after we started seeing each other we were at a house with my family in it (all of it) and they started playing a game. The game was weird and had a rule that if you were losing you would have to take your shirt off? But this guy I was seeing told my family he didn't want to play by those rules because he didn't want anyone seeing me naked except him and visa versa.

Well I was kinda ignored during the game by everyone so I decided I didn't want to play anymore and decided I wanted to take a bath. So I went upstairs to my grandparents bathroom and tried starting the bath when my friend Ashely T. came in and asked me for some advice about her situation at the time. I was already half naked but she was so distraught that I let her stay in as I tried figuring out how to set up the bath (it was hidden or something weird like that).

So I finally figured it out and started setting up the bath, undressed and got in still talking to Ashley. But then I remembered what the guy had said about no one seeing me naked and got tremendously guilty feeling. So I got out and started freaking out cause I did not want to lose this guy. I started thinking up different things to tell him and Ashley tried to help, feeling bad about what she saw too even though neither of us had thought about it since we were talking and trying to figure out her situation.

The guy I was seeing (noticing that I had left the game) then came up to the bathroom to look for me and walked in on me getting dressed and Ashley standing in the bathroom. But oddly he didn't seem to surprised. Like it was nothing.

I then told him that I was in the bath before Ashley came in and asked me something and that's when she had seen me naked, a complete accident. He just nodded, smiled and hugged me after I was dressed and told me it was alright cause it was an accident.

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So the next day the boy had some kinda trip he was taking and wanted me to come too. So we got on a bus (I think my cousin Taylor was with me) with a bunch of other people when the guy I was seeing walked up to the rest of the people on the bus one by one and kissed them on the mouth! I was so shocked and confused and just stared at him waiting for a story to unfold. He smiled at me and took his seat on the bus without even thinking about it.

As I looked back at all the people he had kissed I saw that not only were there girls, there were also boys. Not as many as the girls but still more than two. My mouth was hanging open and I was just sitting there in confusion. There was only one girl that I felt completely threatened by behind me but that was because she was super hot. She glared at me a little (more like a face of "why did he pick you") and I started thinking the same thing.

I leaned over and tried asking him what was going on but he just started talking to the driver. So I looked around and then gave up, hoping he would tell me what was going on once we reached our destination. As the drive went on I heard the girl behind me talking to me but in a whisper, as if she didn't really want me to hear. But I did.

She started telling me how the guy I was seeing was seeing all of them and that every week he got another one. He had like fifteen boyfriends and girlfriends and loved them all. She had been the last one before me and she had a hint of jealousy as she told me that he talked about me a lot and that she thought I was gonna be his final choice. That I was gonna be his only one in not too long. But it all weirded me out and I was surprised that just the day before he hadn't wanted to play a game where you took your shirt off when you were losing, when he was sleeping with all these people.

The last thing I remember about the dream was me looking over at the boy and him staring at only me and smiling at me, the girl behind me getting angry and then me settling with the fact that he had other gf's and bf's but he didn't want them anymore. He was trying to figure out what he wanted but he had realized himself that I was the only one he wanted. And I was ok with the whole situation because he was picking me and had to think of a way to let the other ones down softly.

This dream really weirded me out because first of all, I would never stay with someone who had even ONE other gf or bf other than me.

Second, he had been with guys (which I don't judge but it did seem weird). It felt like he had taken kids in (of all different types and nationalities) and took them in to take care of them, but he was also dating them. And it wasn't about sex either he was like taking them out to the movies and giving them kisses. Like an innocent relationship? But it also felt like a charity?

And lastly it was weird because he wanted me over the hot girl behind me on the bus lol. I have no idea what this dream might have meant but it made me feel good kinda. And very weirded out and confused at the same time lol. I'm glad my reality isn't THIS weird. :]

2 comments:

  1. Do you ever have normal dreams! haha... But seriously kiddo.. o-o

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