TATTOO ADDICTION!!! :)

So June 2011 I got my first tattoo and I fell in love with them! It's true what they say, they ARE addicting.

Now I also believe that bigger is better (when it comes to tattoos) and intend on getting many many more. I got my last of five last July and am in desperate need of a new one already!

As all of my loved ones know, I am obsessed with Panic! at the disco and have been since 2006. I want to get a huge tattoo dedicated to all my favorite songs and just the theme of the band. If you don't already know, they're an alternative band that is pretty unique. That's probably why I like them so much (besides the fact that I'm in love with the lead singer, Brendon Urie ;))

My last tattoo is one of their quotes. It's not where I wanted to get my bigger tattoo for the band, but it fits me well so I put it on my arm. I love it!

Alright so I've gotten a little off track lol but I wanted to share with everyone my next tattoo idea. And by everyone I mean me myself and I. Via the internet... No one reads this crap lol

Anyyywayyyys....

So last year I had a lot of problems and though I have always struggled with depression, it seemed to spiral out of control for a couple months. I hit rock bottom and flew off the edge. I tried to take my life a couple times which was dumb but my boyfriend came along and showed me that there is some value in my life.

I am a lot better now and I wanted to get a tattoo to reflect that. There is another band I really loved called "The spill canvas" and one of their songs was just the thing I need. I love them and their lyrics really help me a lot. I know thats kind of cliche but it's true.

The lyric is "And now I'm content with my breath, Cause I"m alive"

Life is something that you need to cherish but you have to find that on your own time. Although my family and friends were always there for me and I hurt them a lot that I could not listen when they told me not to kill myself, I now know that it just wasn't my time to listen.

Obviously I never succeeded at my attempts, but I AM alive. The only difference between back then and last year is that it was finally my time to see and realize what was there all along. I now value my life and even if my boyfriend was gone, I think I could find a light to live on. I hope that never happens because I am truely in love with him but even if it did, it wouldn't kill me :)

So F anyone who bitches that people's tattoos don't have meaning. Just because you cannot see it, doesn't mean it doesn't mean anything to them.

That is all :) <3